Now at 3:12 a.m.,23rd October 2016,I am writing a blog about these 3 words.
They have been lingering around my mind since the past 2 years,but have made their presence much more bolder this year.I was and still am dazed,lost,contemplating about my future.When you're living with almost a dozen family members,the responsibility is high but on the average,not so bad.
I was debating with myself and my parents about what kind of course I could take if I do manage to pass the examination..and it was downing for me.Now,I'm not even sure whether it is actually a valid dream because responsibilties are trying to weigh in their "logic". So I don't know to whom I could talk to about this.Still,right now I don't have any proper goals to focus on.
My passion and ambition works together well.My ambition and responsibility matches well.Unfortunately,my passion and responsibilty do not mix together well.Ever since 2014,my world seems like a freaking big maze.I was not informed of any directions or maps or whatever that could help me escape.
I don't want to dissapoint anyone any further.I really don't want to.
